Last night, we had a company meeting at local restaurant. Our server, Jeremy, was obviously gay or bi, and I found myself attracted to him. I am married and have never been with a man, but I began to fantasize about giving him oral sex. When I got up to go to the rest room, he was passing. I touched his hip and asked where the rest room was. He was smiling at me during his reply. When we finished dinner, the restaurant was closing up. After everyone left, I thought of returning to ask Jeremy if he wanted oral sex. I was too nervous, though, and went home instead. All night I fantasized about having oral sex with him. If I get the nerve up, I might go back. I donít know, though.