I have worn women's clothing for a lot of years. Lately, I have been getting bolder and going outside wearing a padded bra under my shirt. I am very hetero. I have dreamed of dressing as a woman and going into the dressing room at a department store and seeing what I can see. The only problem is that I have a beard, and I don't want to cut it off. I have been going to a park after dark and taking off my shirt and sitting there in my jeans and bra. It is really a turn on. I am afraid to take off my jeans, but I like to rub myself down there.