I am crazy about my boyfriend, and I really do love him. But when I get attention from other guys, I just can't help myself. I'm seeing someone else besides my boyfriend, but only when I have the chance to. The other guy is a taxi driver, so he works really long shifts. I haven't slept with the taxi man because I just can't do it, although I do feel comfortable playing with him. I know you might say I'm not really in love with my boyfriend, but I am! I just can't stop loving the attention of other guys. I don't set out to get attention, I just get it. I know that sounds really big-headed, but I'm not trying to be. My boyfriend and I are now engaged. Needless to say, I have behaved myself. I just hope it lasts.