I am gay, but no one knows. I also have some fetishes that I don't tell anyone. One is seeing a man naked in everyday life. I would love to find a guy someday who loves to walk around naked and cook, do the dishes, etc. Even the thought of it turns me on. Another thing I like is to wear silky women's panties. My sister wears them and I took a pair about a year ago and use them all the time. She never missed them and has no idea. I love the way they feel as I walk around and I love that no one knows I have them on. I fantasize about going to an adult book store and pleasuring someone, but I'm afraid of getting caught. I dream about the day when I can be open and honest with my family and have a well-endowed boyfriend to show off.