Why She Hurts Him
I have this great guy but I keep hurting him, and I don't know why. He is everything that I want in a guy but I think I'm afraid of being hurt again. Maybe I'm pushing him away by doing stupid things. Could it be that after being hurt for so many years, I feel like I don't deserve him? Is it that I'm afraid to let him love me or am I just stupid? -- Natalie, 35
I'm sure you're not as stupid as you sometimes feel, Natalie. At times, we all do dopey things when we're emotionally involved. If, as you say, you've allowed yourself to be mistreated and hurt for years, you may be acting out of a misguided sense of self-protection. But as you see, you're sabotaging your own best interests. The best relationships are formed by people who are open to the reality of what's going on right now, rather than reacting to a new partner as if they were someone from the past. Of course it's possible that some deep inner part of you senses something about him that will end up backfiring and hurting you yet again. Another possibility is that you're so used to being in rotten relationships that, this time, you're playing the role of bad guy, and he's letting you. Talk to him about your fears. I don't know how long you know him, but you may sooner or later feel safe enough to let go and trust. If you trust, you can allow yourself to stop testing him and yourself, and love more fully.
Susan K. Perry, Ph.D.,
is a social psychologist and relationship expert. She is a bestselling and award-winning author whose latest book is "Loving in Flow: How the Happiest Couples Get and Stay That Way." She has written for and been quoted in Cosmopolitan, Psychology Today, Family Circle, Women's Health & Fitness, YM, USA Today, The Los Angeles Times, Child, and many others. She also consults and teaches writing online. Read her complete bio!
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