Return of the Ex

I recently hooked up with my first boyfriend again after four years of not speaking to each other. My parents, especially my mother, still hate him for breaking my heart so long ago. So, our relationship is pretty much a secret from them, and any physical contact has to be done out of the house, usually in his brother's car. However, a few weeks ago, my parents went out for the night, a rare occasion, and he drove four hours just to be with me. It was pretty much the hottest night of my life. We went up to my bedroom and fooled around for a while, and when it got closer to my parents' return home, we went downstairs. I called them, and they said they'd be out much later. He then pulled out a pair of purple fuzzy handcuffs, handcuffed me to the leg of the coffee table, and made me feel great. Handcuffs, fooling around in a car, getting myself off on a web cam, he pushes me way out of my comfort zone, but I'm loving every minute of it. I'm still a virgin, though, and he says he's willing to wait for me. If we continue at this pace, however, it won't be that long of a wait.

— Amanda, 19

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