Why can't I let go?
Why can't I move on?
Is it because these feelings are too strong?
Or am I entirely wrong?
Only you know that answer to this pain
With out you my life, is lived in vain
All I feel is pain when I hear your name
You are the missing link
Of which I continue to think
The one that is my drug
The only drug I need to survive this wretched life
With out you I don't know how to get through this strife
Maybe we were not meant to be lovers in this life
Maybe we were only meant to be friends
See that's it too, that friendship is gone
I have always loved you, but our friendship
All I needed was you in my life
Now I have nothing but memories
That will carry me to a destination unknown
On this directionless road
I wish we could just start over
A new me, a new you
With a simple introduction
And a how do you do?
So I continue to hold on
To the past
To what we had
To the friendship that we shared
Maybe it will get easier
Maybe we will meet again
I have to hope
That is the only way I can cope
I love you
And that is what I continue to do